Trunks’s Longing, Chapter 03/05
Summary: Trunks has a long to be with one man the only one he feels safe around but in doing so he would have to say his feelings out loud taking the chance of hurting the ones he cares the most for. Unknown to any of the family Bulma has a secret plan for her son slowly poisoning him to do her bidding.
Author’s Note: This story was written for the Spring 2009 Boxer and Rice fanfic challenge. The theme of the challenge was “Reverse Illustration” and this story is based on this fabulous picture by Lara Yokoshima. Please check out the pic and leave comments for the artist!
This is POV story about a longing so deep in the soul.
Chapter 3: Trunks’s despair
My body tingled with the movement of the young man underneath me. His cries of pleasure filled my mind as my hands roamed his body feeling every inch of his fevered body wanting more teen this simple touching. Our lips still locked together I needed more then this and he knows it as he holds me against him. Letting go of his lips I hear him whimper I look down at him smiling
“I need to breath too you know” I tease him he smiles
“Not my problem” he say as I am some how on the floor now he is straddling my hips a hungry look in his eyes
“Hey no fare” I tease he shrugs leaning down taking my erection in his hand moving fast my back arches from this contact then it was gone, I was about to tease him when I heard him gasp out in pain. I sit up as he moves away from me I grab his arm worried he was having second thoughts
“Father” he whispers I watch him as he kneels on the floor my hand still on his arm he looks at me I was confused then I too felt the pain he must be going threw as my fathers ki vanishes feeling for Vegeta he too was gone
“No Trunks stop” I grabbed Trunks as he went to leave holding him close to me as we kneel on the floor. I felt sick as both our father’s ki was ripped into nothingness
“Let me go” he cried out trying to get away from me
“Trunks think” he looked at me hate in his eyes I will not let him go
“Trunks they are gone there is nothing we can do right now, please calm down and think we need to figure out where to start I will call Goten in a few he will have felt this too as would Bulla maybe they know what happened ok” he shook his head his body shaking anger fear building in his mind again.
Cussing I wondered what happened and hated his mother even more, I know she was behind this as was my mother. How would they get to Dad and Vegeta so easily? Thinking for a moment as I try to calm Trunks down I recalled what Goten said before he left dad and Vegeta were still together in the GR it would not take much for Bulma to find away to over ride that thing once she knew Goten and Bulla were long gone then finishing what she started a year ago
“Gohan what happened? What is going on why can I not feel father or Goku?” he whispered I shook my head just as confused
“Get dressed” I say softly Trunks nodded then he frowned
“What is wrong?” I asked standing up reaching for my cloths still laying on the couch from the other day
“My pants they are missing” he said I laughed in spite of myself as I remembered what I did to his shorts a few days ago.
“Oh ya I forgot about that you left them upstairs remember, go change if you want there might be a change of cloths that will fit if you want something more loose to wear” Trunks nodded walking away from me my head spun as a voice entered shouting I could feel eth fear pain it was coming from Goten
“Trunks hurry Goten is calling for us” I say softly as the young man rushes upstairs in minutes he was back down wearing my jeans and a short sleeved shirt
Again my brothers cries entered my mind as our eyes met in minute we were outside looking for the two not long did it take as Trunks used his connection with Goten to search one part of the thick forest bellow us as I used mine on the other end
“Gohan over there” looking his way I nodded rushing over to him Trunks led me down into the trees as we land in a small glade I hiss the smell of blood strong
“Bulla” Trunks went to her Goten looked up
“I try I am sorry I should have caught her I was I dad is gone…she fell I tried Bulla wake up” I growled Trunks did not move as I go to him
If we had not chased the two away Bulla would be ok if I was not so week to need to be brought out here in the first place they would not have left dad and Goku alone to check on me, it is my fault I am so week I am hurting every one she warned me I knew if I did not come home she would do something she had warned me before not to disobey her these thought entered my mind but they were not my own I looked at Trunks grabbing him by he shoulders
“NO” I shout shaking him Trunks looked up then away I did not need to hear his mind it was in the mans eyes what he was feeling but I did this time all too clearly
“NO Trunks No it s not your fault” but Trunks was not listening as guilt washed over him closing his mind to everyone around him
“I hate them I tried calling dad after we left you at the house…she Bulma answered the phone demanding where Trunks was not wanting to bother you two in case this was nothing but dad taking off with Vegeta we were going to see Piccolo hoping he knew what was going on when I felt dads ki vanish it was like having part of my mind ripped out she fell I should have…” Goten choked as he held Bulla motionless Body Closing my eyes I call to the one friend who could help right now he too would have felt fathers and Vegeta’s Ki vanish
Piccolo please hear me
Moment went by that seamed like forever when I was answer
What is it what is going on down there?
We need help Bulla she is dieing please I could not finish as I held a now motionless Trunks his eye closed as he shut the world out
“Trunks no please no” I called, I watch as Vegeta eaten up with guilt for the damages done to his father over their love now after Trunks confessing his love leaving his father unguarded at the house to take the brunt of his mothers anger for his disobedience. I whispered to him but the man did not answer
A hand on my shoulder caused me to looked up seeing Piccolo looking away towards Bula and Goten I saw Dende with Bulla she was healing slowly Goten tears in his eyes came over to Trunks
“Trunks please answer me” I call to him he did not respond as he laid against my body his mind shouting his guilt and a despair I was never aware of. Piccolo hand tightened on my shoulder
“I am fine” I growled moving away looking to see Bulla was fine Goten watched me the old feeling returning as I seam to be surrounded I pulled further away as all eyes seemed to be on me and Trunks still tight in my arms
“I am sorry It is my fault” It was faint I looked down at Trunks his eyes still closed as his mind beet itself up. I lifted to the air hold Trunks close. Wanting to clear my head and scared when Trunks woke up he would push me away the loss of Vegeta was going to hurt Trunks deeply. I must get him back to the house way from everyone here.
Lifting higher I fly fast to the small house hoping no one would fallow me
I flew fast hold Trunks hearing his mind as it spiraled into darkness guilt fear grief all mingled into his mind the feeling from the day before and now his father’s death was over whelming him
“Trunks please this is what they want” I whispered landing by the house where Trunks opened up to me confessing his dark needs as we made love
“Bulla Bulla where is she?” I looked down Trunks eyes were barely open as we walked inside I slowly walk up the stairs setting him on the bed
“She is fine thanks to Goten and Dende they went to the Look Out I think» I said softly Trunks nodded trying sit up
“No Trunks rest I will be here if you need anything” Trunks looked up at me our eyes met watching him I saw there was a difference then what I saw with Vegeta, Trunks was trying to fight unlike his sire who once he saw what was happing stopped fighting altogether letting Bulma and his mother win keeping both men from each other until dad went there the day I brought Trunks to this place.
(Sigh)
“Gohan what happen to dad and Goku?” shaking my thoughts away I looked down at him
“I do not know I hoped Piccolo might but you need to get away from there I was not going to loose you to your silly fears” Trunks watched me he wanted answers but could he take them right now I am unsure what to say
Trunks POV
I could see Gohan was hiding something I know he would try to get me away once he knew Bulla was safe he did that already when I was first brought here but there was something else it was nagging at the back of my mind the look in Gohan’s eyes told me there was more to it then simply getting me away from everyone that caused him to come back here
You almost look like dad the deep sadness…do you know…is that what is wrong you know is that why you are not surprised they are gone hurt but not surprised
“You know what happen to father?” Gohan looked at me I know he just answered that question then he realized what I meant
“Yes but I really do not want to remember it Trunks not right now” I watched Gohans’ face seeing he did know and more then what I did from the sadness in his dark eyes, I would wait for now
“Please” I said pulling Gohan down to me “one day tell me why dad changed” Gohan nodded laying beside me holding me so close I can feel he is worried but I will not question him not right now I felt safe in his arms as my mind slowed enough for sleep to creep over to me.
Gohan POV
Watching Trunks as he fell into a deep sleep I stayed awake to make sure he is ok until sleep concord my mind and I slept hoping for answers.
Waking form a fitful sleep I lay in bed still holding Trunks in my arms as he slept, looking to the bedroom window I sensed someone coming closer to the house relived when I realized it was Piccolo trying not to wake Trunks I slipped out of the bed then down the stairs to talk to my old friend now landing by the house
“Hey Piccolo any news on what happened to dad and Vegeta?” I asked Piccolo shook his head
“No not yet, Gohan you need to keep Trunks safe she wants him for some reason, I went there as the two slept, Bulma is more obsessed not being able to find Trunks then she is at your father and Vegeta vanishing, your mother is there all they care about is finding Trunks it is almost a panic the way they are looking for him Dende could not see why and I am trying to keep a hold on Goten and Bulla they are a pain”
“Figures, but why I wonder?” Piccolo shook his head I had so hoped father was hiding some where
“There is one small hope in this they are not dead, I went to Yama they are alive but how or were is anyone’s guess”
“I see but that is a good thing right?” I whisper Piccolo nodded
“So where are they? Why does it feel like they are gone if they are not…” I asked confused as a hand is placed on my arm fallowed by a soft voice
“I think I might know where or at least how they could get away and it feel like they are dead” I turned to face Trunks who should be sleeping
“For a minute I am sure I felt dad then Goku for a split second then it was gone…” I watched him closely as he was figuring out what Piccolo and I had said not a moment ago
How long you been out here? I thought as Piccolo said
“Now there is a thought, I will kill him for worrying me but it is possible, like I said Yama says they are not there so either he is lying or they have gone far enough away to where we can not sense them and why would they do that to everyone? Goten said it felt like his mind was being ripped apart” Piccolo said I thought about this and it did make sense if they were far away they would feel like they were dead. Like if they went to other world like I did with Shin everyone but Videl thought I was dead
“The GR it could fly right?” I asked aloud as my thoughts try to find the right words. But if Trunks is right then how did they get away from Bulma with out her noticing the GR missing
“As far as I know it still can,” Trunks said softly
“Then maybe that is how…the only other way is if one of the Kai’s took them away….” I say still speaking my thoughts out loud
“Anything is possible but for now lets let them be where ever they are when they are ready they will come home then we can kick their asses” Piccolo said I could not hold back the snicker as Piccolo looked at me
“Come stay with us at the look out Goten a Bulla are there too” Gohan shook his head as Trunks stepped back
“No Thank you” Trunks said I looked at him our eyes met I saw a small smile on Trunks lips as he tried to hide his feeling from our guest a look I saw that night we became one, the longing in him again to be safe and loved
“Piccolo we are fine here just protect Goten and Bulla” I said my eyes never leaving Trunks’s trying to communicate my feeling to the man.
Piccolo did not argue as he nodded lifting to the air. Trunks watch Piccolo leave a longing in his heart again as he fear over took him
Why is mother looking for me so hard…you will leave me like father like Goten it seamed everyone was leaving or hiding things from me. I watched him as again his thought came to my mind. I took Trunks by the shoulders
“Trunks I am right here I am not going anywhere” I whispered pulling my lover to me Trunks trembled trying so hard to hide what he was feeling
“Trunks what is wrong?” I whispered as my friend pulled away
“Nothing come on lets go inside it is cold out here” I watched Trunks walk slowly inside the house
Are you crazy? I thought it was close to 38 C out here and it was only morning concerned I fallowed quickly I hoped in a way dad was ok in another I was mad they get Trunks and Goten upset like this for nothing. Trunks was already one a thing line between sanity and insanity now the loss of his father and fear he will be left alone could send him over the edge. I slowly walked in the house after Trunks hoping he was ok
Trunks POV
Shivering I walked into the large shower turning it on as hot as humanly possible I felt ill but did not want Gohan to know he has enough to worry about with out my small feelings bothering him. Closing my eyes I crumpled to the floor letting the water surround me.
Not here not now she said…damn I am so tired…is this why you are looking for me mother? I feel so cold my thoughts stopped as my stomach empty itself on the floor of they shower
I need to get out before Gohan thinks something is wrong he must never know how week I am. my mind was shouting at me
Get out of the shower and rest I will be fine after rest I do not know how long I stayed there letting the hot water burn my skin, but slowly when I was sure I was not going to be sick again I stand up I move my hand to the sliding door as it open cold air hits my skin muttering I go to walk out of the shower the cold air then darkness over takes my mind
Gohan POV
I am standing outside the bathroom door worried what to do I want to run in there grab Trunks hold him close comfort him but something was holding me back, I fear the man would run if cornered right now it was the way Trunks pulled away it was like a frightened animal he was trying so hard not to alarm me
“So cold” I heard Trunks say in the shower the steam streaming out of the partly open bathroom door, I felt for his ki it was unstable not wanting to wait any longer I slipped into the bath room as the steam surrounded me fogging up the room
“Feel sick…stupid week fool” Trunks voice was shaky as he ki dropped again frantic I went to open the shower door as I did Trunks feel into my arms as he tried to leave the shower still running I gasped in shock Trunks was not moving I pulled him out of the shower as I did I felt the spray from the shower and how hot it was the redness of Trunks skin and the burning on my arm from the spray.
“So cold” Trunks whispered not moving as he lay limply in my arms. I grabbed a near by towel rapping Trunks in it as best I could picking him up we went to the bedroom up stairs laying him down Trunks whimpered and before I could move I was covered in Trunks last meal grumbling but not mad just surprised I helped Trunks to his side as he emptied out his stomach on the floor. Eyes closing as his body shook from strain and a cold chill I still did not feel.
Reaching for the spare pillow on the other side of the bed I placed it behind Trunks back tucking him into the blankets thankful he missed the blanket when being sick, Leaving Trunks on his side for a few minutes I walked out with a change of clothes.
I changed into a pair of jean and black t-shirt. Then brought up a bucket mop and pail placing the bucket near Trunks head on the floor Trunks eyes opened for a brief minute watching me
“Here just in case” I whispered as Trunks eyes closed again as another tremor went threw him. I cleaned up the mess worried what made Trunks sick like that, as I walked down the stairs I went it the bathroom he saw there too he was sick sighing he clean up the mess in the shower turning off the now cold water
“Trunks what is wrong with you?” I whispered sitting on the stairs listening for Trunks.
(Ring Ring)
I jumped as my forgotten cell phone started ringing
“Ya” I said trying to sound calm which worked until the frantic voice on the other end made itself know
“Gohan, Gohan what is wrong down there I can barely feel Trunks ki and yours is all over the place…” The voice was frantic as he threw questions at me. I should have know Goten would sense Trunks ill there was still a bond of friendship between them
“It is ok just to much excitement Goten he is fine, nothing a little sleep wont cure” it was a lie I did not know what was wrong with him lifting my head I could hear Trunks coughing again
“Hey Goten I will call you later be good up there” I hung the phone dropping it on the stairs as he stood up rushing in the room to see Trunks hovering over eth Bucket I sat beside him supporting his trembling body, I was hoping Trunks saw me set it there for him
“Sorry” he whispered
“For what?” I asked he was so like his father
“I am week nothing compared to you why are you with someone as pathetic as me? You should be with your brother he needs you” I held him close as the mans mind shouted it grief, longing and fear to be alone
“Because I want you not some strong man just you Trunks Vegeta Briefs, I want you as you are not any other way and Goten has Bulla and Piccolo stop worrying” Trunks shook his head then vomited again his ki dropping dangerously low
“So cold” Trunks whispered leaning against my chest. I took the bucket from Trunks placing it on the floor then pulling myself fully on the bed leaning against the head board pulling Trunks gently up to me rapping him in the blanket and my own ki trying to warm him from a cold I still could not feel
“Trunks hang I am right here I am not going anywhere” I whispered. I was wrong this is exactly what happened to Vegeta an illness that could not be explained spiraling into dark despair, there are differences between the two men with Vegeta he was always hot and grumpier then normal lashing out at ever little thing, then a depression set in taking all his will to live.
The longing in Vegeta was so overwhelming he never fully recovered loosing his ability to sense ki or any energy near him. The thought of his kids and how they still needed him brought Vegeta around but it was a long grueling process.
I had forgotten about that but now watching Trunks I see the signs have always been there the same as his father the anger now the depression. I still do not know how Bulma managed to control both father and Vegeta but she did some how destroying both men. I have tried to forget that day but it has haunted my every thoughts over this past year, now more then ever it torments me as I hold Vegeta’s son in my arms watching the same this still not knowing what causes it or how to help beyond keeping him warm and feeling safe.
“Trunks please I am here for you, I never want you to change what you are it is what draws me to you” I whispered as Trunks trembling calmed. I let my ki wash over him no matter how much it takes I will protect him save him even if it means my life I need Trunks to understand
“Rely on me just once Trunks let someone help you” I whisper as I closed my eyes letting Trunks steady breathing lull me
How long have you been like this Trunks, this is not the first time you have been sick like this is it? I wont loose you like dad did Vegeta I thought fear in my mind as I wondered if Bulma was doing things to Trunks with out any of us knowing my mind kept trying to find answers but there was so many pieces missing to this puzzle shaking my head willing my mind to drift in to sleep for now letting my ki keep Trunks safe and warm. I will worry after he wakes up
Gohan wake up the voice was full of grief opening his eyes I moved my head to see I was laying on a bed I looked around me trying to figure why I was in the room the smell of bleach caught my attention reminding me about Trunks and how sick he was looking beside me I panic Trunks was not there as I sat up first thing I saw was Bulla then Goten looking toward me from the widow in the small bedroom. I tried to move body aching I winced as I went to get off the bed I had to find Trunks
“Hey you are awake good no rest Gohan you over did it a bit” Goten moved to beside me as I tried to force myself to get up ignoring the pain in my body
“Trunks where is he?” I hissed trying to get out of the bed Goten by my side holding me by the shoulders keeping me sitting on the edge of the bed
“It is ok he is downstairs eating Gohan rest please you scared us” a wave of dizziness washed over m as I lay back down puzzled the last thing I remember is warming Trunks up after being so sick
“Is he…” I whisper
“Trunks is fine thanks to you, you should have told me something was wrong instead of hanging up on me gee Gohan you are as bad as he is never asking for help” Goten glared was glaring at me I closed eyes again for what seamed like moments
“Gohan wake up please, I am sorry” looking up I saw Trunks hovering over me his blue eyes full of sorrow his face pale
“Trunks are you ok?” I whispered reaching for him Trunks caught my hand pressing it against his face tears in his blue eyes
“Don’t you leave me too” he whispered falling to my Chest not caring about the pain in my body I rapped my free arm around him trying to get up but I could not move cussing Trunks looked up our eyes met he crawled in the bed laying beside me I tried to go back to sleep as my young friend tries to comfort me
No POV
Goten watched from the doorway Bulla by his side. Once Trunks felt Gohan awake he rushed upstairs they tried to get him to go rest while Gohan slept but he pushed them away Trunks was no fool he knew it was Gohan who saved him who warmed him the guilt was clear in his eyes as he lay with Gohan all Goten could hope for is the two will be ok
“Good, that was too scary” she whispered seeing the two together he nodded
“Yes I know” he said when Gohan hung up on him he felt the drastic drop in Trunks ki and his brother shot higher he took off from the look out saying nothing but something was wrong with Trunks by the time they got half way there Goten could barley feel Gohan ki it was fading fast as Trunks‘s, with Bulla by his side Piccolo hot on their heals they walked in the house it was like a heat wave going upstairs he wrinkled his nose from the smell it was a mixture of sourness and bleach then the intense heat coming from his brothers ki
“I never want to feel that again” she said
Goten shivered it was a sight to see Trunks was barley breathing as Gohan trying to save him with his ki.
“He would have killed himself saving Trunks” Goten whispered he knew his brother loved him but not that deeply he wondered how long his brother had these feeling for Trunks, it had to be longer then this past year for him to be willing to end his life to save Trunks
“I know” she whispered tears in her eyes
“Enough you two we need to get them where Dende can tend to them neither one is safe yet both need a lot of rest” they nodded as Piccolo took Gohan Goten took Trunks both men whimpering but they never woke up as they were taken to the Look Out
Three days later…
Gohan POV
“Trunks, Trunks wake up come on wake up” I called to Trunks as Trunks shouted in his sleep nightmares plague him Trunks sat up right looking around fear clear in his eyes.
“Gohan” there was so much relief and fear in his voice I was not sure what he was dreaming about but glad he was awake I held Trunks tightly letting him know I was here for him
“I am here Trunks” I whispered I knew something was wrong with him never had I ever seen Trunks sick as a child even me and Goten were never ill like this the only one was father and that was when his heart gave out
“Cold I am so Cold” Trunks whispered as the cold chills returned. I surrounded us with my ki again it seamed to help Trunks calmed down as he lay back down on my chest as I started whispering reassurances he was not alone and I love him no matter what. I would worry what was wrong with him latter right now all I care about is getting his tremors to stop
As I started to fall into sleep I heard voices on the other side of the door they sounded frantic I use my sharp hearing to listen…
Out in the hallway by the room Gohan and Trunks were in Piccolo was listening to what Bulla and Goten had to say as they went to check on Gohan looking at the two before him Piccolo half shouted
“She did What?” Piccolo was stunned. He had wondered where the two had taken off two once Trunks and Gohan were settled down in the small room
Goten and Bulla came back to eth look out after going back home scouting for information why everyone wanted Trunks back so badly but was not worried where the rest of them were
“Mother has been feeding him some drug at night when we all are sleeping it make him passive and is highly addicting, it is why she wants him home so badly he has not had a dose in over a week now the side effects are deadly if not weaned off properly. It was all I could do to keep Goten from blowing our cover he was going for blood” Bulla was angry her mother would do such a thing Goten was not looking at her as he remembered her holding him back
“Piccolo she did the same to dad and Vegeta I heard Videl talking about it to Pan, Pan is so brainwashed by their lies…” Goten said still not looking at either of them his eyes on the door where his brother and best friend were resting. Piccolo looked at the young man before him they risked a lot going back down while he and Dende tended to Gohan and Trunks. If he had known he would have stopped them but now he was glad they did it answered a lot of questions but created more too
“That explains a lot” Piccolo said more quietly they nodded he stopped just outside of Gohan’s room
“That is the sickness and the anger…he is going threw it is a with-drawls from the drugs she has given him for god knows how long oh man this is going to get ugly from what I heard Bulma say to mother he could die from it” Goten said softly Bulla held him close, for the first time Goten wondered if it was his mother’s doing drew him away from Trunks to Bulla. But he said nothing aloud Goten knew Bulla loved him and he loved her. Goten felt her tighten her grip confirming her love for him he still could not look at her
I love her truly…but what if it was me who hurt Trunks…the anger in his eyes that day when Gohan took off with him he would not stop glaring at me there was hate in his eyes I thought he was mad about his mother but what if it was me what if it was because I was able to find someone…he turned me away so why would he care? I still do not know why he changed he became so distant it was not planned Bulla and I we just clicked in away Trunks and I never could Goten thought
“Yes right now day by day” they looked to see Popo and Dende walking towards them. The two had over heard them talking in the hallway and waited for the three to finish talking
“Ok” Goten said sadly as they walked away from Gohans’’ room into the main chamber where Popo had food set out for them, leaving Gohan and Trunks alone for awhile
In the room
Gohan POV
I lay there by Trunks waiting for him to wake up I hear what they said and I wanted answer of my own the fear again in my brother had returned
“You are right it dose make sense it explains a lot, how many of us were infected?” I whispered I had always wonder why father never fought back why he let Bulma and mother hurt him why he would let Vegeta suffer now I had a better idea why.
The withdrawals would explain why Vegeta kept away from everyone and why father seamed so unhappy all this past year so maybe that is what happened they went threw a relapse of some kind knowing this needed to get away but where would they go knowing dad he would want to find a cure yes even Vegeta would try if not for him for Trunks. I remember Vegeta seamed so worried about Trunks that day he asked me to get Trunks take him faraway from the day, it was the same time I brought Trunks to the small house to get him away from everyone around him
But where could they go that Bulma would not know about it was all I could do to find a place to take care of Vegeta…
“That is it!” I sat up right jumping out of the bed on a hunch I left the room to find some answers of my own
Trunks POV
“Owe ass” I mutter as I am nearly thrown to the floor luckily I hit the bed. I try to sit up slowly my body felt like it was on fire
“Make up you mind” I growled first I was cold now hot pain shot threw my tired body
“What where you talking about what makes sense? And what about infecting us what are you up to Gohan?” I wondered waiting for Gohan to come back he lay there but as time went on I was getting scared searching I could not find Gohan’s ki sitting up again I growled as my body screamed in protest. Concerned why he was gone so long I tried to find Gohan I pulled himself out of the bed making it a few step head felt heavy as another tremor went threw me causing me to fall to the cold floor crying out as pain shot threw me
“Don’t leave me” I tried calling out to him scare why he left me behind. My body throbbed I could not understand why he would leave like he did why he was gone so long was I wrong and he did not care I am a fool. As these fear became stronger I felt strong arms sounded me looking up he saw Gohan by my side
“Gohan” I whispered the heat blinding my body it was so intense it was like my soul was on fire
“You are a pain you know that” Gohan teased opening my eyes I saw him smiling as he lifted me to the bed
“I can walk” I growled he knowing damn well I could not but was not about to tell Gohan that bad enough Gohan saw me like this
“Ya so can I, your point?” I studied Gohan he was different like that day he taunted me when I first woke up after escaping work yet again and he had taken me to that strange house
“More then you can handle” I challenged the hot feeling fading as I watch Gohan it was being replaced with desire to strip him down make him beg at my feet, I watched as Gohan crawled onto the bed with me a different heat entering my mind. I felt better with him by my side the pain eased a bit
“You think so” he hissed in my ear
“I Know so” I hiss back Gohan pinned me to the bed I who was still not up to power on the bed kissing my neck I moaned as Gohan took my lips with fevered passion his hands roaming over my body arching up as he sent thrilling shivers threw my wanting body I closed my eyes as my clothing once again were vaporized
“Where did you go for so long, I thought you left me” I gasped out the fear was still there in the back of my mind as a tingling sensation going threw me was trying to take over my senses. Gohan looked down at me lust in his eyes
“I found them, dad and Vegeta” Eyes wide I try to tried to sit up but Gohan pushed me back down
“Where are they ok?” I asked the feeling of hope filled my mind as the darkness was lifting from my mind slowly with this news and the attention he was giving me
“Later Trunks I will tell you later” I looked at him puzzled Gohan laughed I swear he loved to confusing me
“Trunks trust me they are fine stop worrying about everyone else and start worrying what I am going to do to you” he whispered in my ear as he nipped I closed my eyes letting Gohan tend to him it was thrilling to feel the warmth Gohan was giving me
“Mine” Gohan growled embedding himself in my sweet entrance, my eyes opened wide in shock as pain over riding the pleasure I could not hold back the whimper as Gohan leaned back down taking my lips kissing me as he let the me adjust after a moment he moved again I whimpered as he moved up and down slowly at first then faster I cried out as Gohan hit home sending me to a new sensation the first time was thrilling this time as I let Gohan have full control it was overwhelming
“Gohan more uh” my back arched up begging with my eyes for Gohan to move faster obliging Gohan picked up the pace
“Trunks oh god “ Gohan hissed each movement was pushing us father there over the edge I was afraid to cross but did not want it to stop either as I echoed with each thrust his moans growing louder as his completion came closer
“Gohan harder stop pissing around” I hissed knowing he was still holding back. Gohan complied transforming his eye darkening as a strong aura surrounded us as he transforming into his mystic state Gohan moved faster. The low moans turned moans turned to cries of pure pleasure not to be out done by him I too transformed to match Gohan’s thrusts as I said before he was not going to out do me, white light filled my mind as his shouts my name with one last thrust I feel him laying on my catching his breath I smile at the pleasure we went threw me
Hours later Gohan held me close as we rested content in the feel of being in the man’s arms. I thought about father and what Gohan said about finding him and Goku that they are ok I am relived. That just left this damn illness no one could explain, I had a vague memory of being like this before when I was younger I had always thought it was a dream but now he wondered if it was not a dream
A s I lay here in my lovers arms it seam to hot in the room I know it has been a while since we made love together looking over to the man holding me I see he is sleeping not wanting to wake him I go to move from Gohans’ embrace my body felt heavy with every movement
“Trunks you ok”
Damn sorry I thought as I went to say yes I felt my body betray me Gohan was up in seconds as I emptied his stomach all over him and the bed Gohan shouted for help Piccolo was the first fallowed by Dende I felt week as I saw the mess I was making but could not stop either the heat was intense this was worse then the cold.
“Trunks hang on it will be ok” Gohan whispered I can feel Dende come closer to us
“Gohan I am sorry” I whispered scared to loose Gohan from being so week
“It is fine I am here for you Trunks just rest” Gohan said softly as he lifted me into his arms holding m close as Popo magically cleaned the bed off once clean Gohan laid me back down moving beside me a cold object on my face I try to bat it away but can not move
Gohan OPV
“Trunks I need you please don’t give up” I whispered in my friends ear as Trunks slept. I know it was going to get a lot worse I need to get a sample of the stuff Bulma used on Trunks maybe there was away to get it out of his system easier then what he was going threw now, but I am scared to leave Trunks alone again. I did that once and Trunks nearly killed himself trying to get out of bed to find me thinking I left him. I am not going to watch Trunks go threw what Vegeta went threw, at least this time I know what was doing it last time with Vegeta he did not know what she had done all I knew was she was hurting both men
“You all will pay all of you will suffer as he is” I whispered as I held Trunks in his arms. A darkness I was trying to keep at bay coming closer to the front of my mind, I was forgetting what I was asked to do as the hate slowly was overwhelming my mind all I could think about was Trunks and how I would get even with them all for hurting him
Down the hallway
Goten paced back and forth in the hallway unsure if he should tell anyone about he darkness forming in his brother’s mind
“Goten I know you want to protect them but if you know something please I can not hear Gohan there is a darkness in his mind I can not get threw” Goten was startled then he nodded as he looked up to see Piccolo beside him
“He is mad at Bulma and mother how they could hurt Trunks like this, he is scared…he over heard what we told you earlier it was why he left for so long…he seamed excited when he came back then Trunks got sick again before he could say where he went, I thought they were ok when I felt what they were doing but now Trunks is relapsing and Gohan is slipping into a dark mood I am scared he will not come out of…” Goten faltered fear in his own mind if Gohan found out he could hear his mind at times
“Goten please tell us” Bulla whispered as a shout from inside save Goten as he bolted to the room again Trunks was being held by Gohan as he was sick this time it was worse Trunks had nothing in his system the dry heaves were straining him Goten watch Gohan hold Trunks close to him talking to him all the time his aura was turning darker it was almost black now the anger in him taking over his mind
“I have to do something” he whispered
“Where you going Goten?” Bulla asked fallowing him out to the courtyard, he looked at her he knew what he was about to do could cost him her and his life if ever Vegeta returned.
On earth
Goten landed back at the place he once called home he saw his mother there in eth kitchen he walked in calling for her she rushed out yelling
“Where you been?” she cried he shook his head keeping her arms length from him
“Mother what did Bulma do to Trunks?” she glared at him
“You been go for a month now and all you can…” she was interrupted as he pinned her to eth wall
“I asked you a question what did Bulma do to Trunks?” ChiChi shook her head
“As if I would tell you” she snapped
“I see but you do know?” he asked stepping back a bit she nodded walking away from him not fearing the boy he was too much like his father he will not endanger anyone
“And me and Gohan where we infected?” she looked back at him
“No need, I can control you easy enough” she said bluntly but there was a look in her eyes Goten never seen before it was cruel as she watched behind him
You are lying you said me what about Gohan?
“Father, is that why dad has changed?” her eyes darkened
“Do not know or care Goten now if you do not mind if all you are here for is to point fingers I am busy”
She is awful confident…oh I see he though as he sensed Bulma behind him he vanished sending a small ki ball at his mother it just missed her as she dove to the ground, Goten saw the needle in Bulma’s hand and the liquid in it
“I see” he whispered taking from her with easy grabbing her wrist so she can not connect with him. he threw the woman at his mother as Videl walked in too see him standing there she went to the two woman
“By the way Trunks is dead and Gohan not far behind you win dad is gone my friend is gone, soon I will loose my brother what was the point why would you do this?” He shouted his mother just watched him
“Where is Bulla?” Bulma asked helping ChiChi up
“Do not know or care” Goten sad bluntly as he walked out of eth house lifting to the air he still could feel Gohan’s mind it was so full of hate and darkness , Trunks was full of shame and a longing to be loved it was over whelming him clouding his judgment
The woman rushed out of the house looking up at him he looked down
“Is there a cure for the shit?” he asked Bulma laughed
“No kid even if there was no way would I give it to you,”
I see then there is no reason to let you live” He said as he raised his hand forgetting his niece the blast was knocked away he glared at her as she hovered near him protecting her mother and the other two woman
“They are killing your father Pan” she shook her head
“He died years ago Goten you need to except that, your brother died alone time ago when Grappa die” Goten shook with anger
It this why you are never around anymore you disowned him you did give up on him I had so hoped you had not Goten thought as anger built in him he did not see Bulma hand something to Pan then her charging for him as a hand on his should then darkness then a dim light as he found himself in a small room looking around he saw it was the house he found Gohan and Trunks in looking up he saw the one holding his shoulder was his father
“Dad?” he was scared to hope, when Gohan left the look out earlier that day he came back excited saying he found them but never told him who Trunks got sick again Gohan has not left his side since then
“Hey Goten” he looked at the needle in his son’s hand he cringed but said nothing as Vegeta made himself known
“You, I thought Gohan said he would go get it whatever hand it over brat” He walked over to Goten his eye piercing Goten’s soul
He knows I am so dead
“You have know idea kid but right now there other thing needing to be done, like saving your brother and my son” Goten watch Puzzled as Vegeta carefully took the syringe
“But it is Trunks who is sick”
“No Goten it is and always has been Gohan, yes they infected Trunks but it was always Gohan who was infected to the extreme Vegeta hopes Trunks is reacting from Gohan’s ki ” Goku said as he watched Vegeta leave the room guiding his son to the couch he explain what he knew
“Vegeta told me who it was that took care of him, I had always wondered but never wanted to think about it too long, he told me how Gohan stayed with him for days until the stuff was out of his system. I was luckier they did not put as much in me as him, she wanted to brake him by using me and Gohan I did not know your brother was there it was who Vegeta told me after he left saying he be back right away. I sensed Trunks in pain as did Vegeta but we hoped Gohan would be back sooner ever second counts” Goten listen as his father filled in a few blanks
“Dad why is it Trunks getting sick then?” Goku shook his head sadly
“Goten you should go back your brother is looking for you” they looked over to see Vegeta walking I his eyes met Goten’s
“Ok” he nodded
“Oh and Goten?” he looked back
“Ya”
“If you ever do that again I will kill you she trust you rely on her once and awhile so much like those two you are” Goten nodded rushing out of the house taking to the air to meet his brother who should be with Trunks not looking for him. The look Vegeta gave him was so cold but for Goten who had watched Vegeta shrink into the shadows it was a relief to see him back to normal
“That was cruel” Goku said to Vegeta, Vegeta smiled
“Yep I know did you tell him why Trunks was so ill?” He said looking back at Goku before returning to his work.
“No I could not tell him there was so little hope left in him, let him think it is mostly his brother for now…” Vegeta said nothing leaving the room in the small house where he spent may days fighting Gohan’s help as he recovered
They had Left the GR once Bulma left CC she thought she had killed them but thankfully both men were immune to the poisonous gas she was filtering into the GR, Vegeta did feel guilty for upsetting everyone but it had to look and feel real he never knew how messed up his son was.
“Vegeta can Gohan be saved or is it too late?” Goku asked walking towards him he turned looking at a man he needed more then life
“I wont know until this is done now go rest we are in for a long hall” Goku nodded going to the bedroom resting. He felt bad not telling Goten the truth about Trunks but what was done was done
Rushing to the look out he saw Gohan on the edge looking at him his eyes dark his aura black as night
“How is Trunks” he asked
“Fine where were you? What you do to Bulla she wont stop crying Piccolo found her out her laying on the ground” Goten shrank away from his brothers anger wishing Trunks was there to distract him
“I went to see mother to get answers they tried to used that stuff on me Pan was helping them…Dad saved me ” Goten whispered Gohan eyes narrowing as he tried remembering something he was supposed to do before Trunks relapsed something to do with his father and Vegeta but all he could remember is his anger at his family
I can’t remember what it was he asked me to do I was so worried when I felt the pain Trunks was in
“You where supposed to get some of the stuff Trunks was infected with then meet dad and Vegeta to give them a sample of…” He stopped bighting his lip Gohan’s eyes where on him in a second as Goten answered his brother thoughts with out thinking
“What are you how do you know that?” he snapped Goten moved away
“I told you dad saved me from them…Gohan I can hear your mind sometimes when you are hurt or angry like now, I don’t mean to I just wanted answers I am scared Trunks will die and I will loose you because of it” Gohan stopped glaring at his brother as his mind tried to calm it self down
“Goten if you ever…” he did not finish as he stood there his mind clouding up again as his anger was over taking his commonsense
“Gohan please I never meant…”
“Oh shut up” Gohan snapped turning away from his brother
“Did you take the stuff to father?”
“Yes” Goten whispered “They are in the house you were in with Trunks” Gohan nodded as he walked into the look out to check on Trunks
“I don’t understand, I told him that already what is wrong with him?” he whispered the anger his brother was slowly frighten him
“Goten” he looked behind him to see Bulla her eyes filled with tears he looked away remembering what Vegeta had said and what he did to her so she would not fallow him
“I told you not to make her cry brat” Goten did not move as he saw two figure standing proud before him Bulla cried out as she ran to her father Vegeta held her for a moment then moved her away gently walking over to Goten he backed away slowly
“Where is Gohan?” Vegeta asked Goten pointed to eth look out trying not to meat Vegeta death star as he held his crying daughter
“Vegeta stop teasing him” Goten moved back looking at his father who was smiling the first in years
“Dad Goku?” it was a faint whisper all looked to see Trunks shakily walking towards them Gohan no were to be seen
“Trunks” Goten ran over to him
“Stop it” Trunks growled trying to Push Goten away as he watched his father Vegeta went over to him he was trying to find Gohan but instead finds his father and Goku
“Play nice Trunks, Goten helped find a relief from you hot and cold flashes” Goku said as Trunks stopped glaring at Goten Vegeta walked over to his son his eyes showed sadness but pride as well
“You did well considering how much was in your system” Trunks nodded not sure what he was talking about but if there was a relief to the pain he was all for it
“Take this” he handed Trunks a syringe with a clear liquid in it Trunks took I it jabbing it into his arm grateful his father did not do it his head reeled as blackness came true blackness and a peace of mind he never knew as he slept dreamless
“What you do?” Goten asked holding onto Trunks, Vegeta had this nasty habit of knocking his son out
“Closed his mind to every one including your brother” Vegeta said sadly Goten was puzzled but said nothing as his dad took Trunks from him
“We need to find Gohan” Vegeta said concerned he was not with Trunks
“He is right here” Piccolo said throwing Gohan to eth ground he did not move. Piccolo looked ruffled up a bit but not hurt too much
“Nice” Vegeta muttered seeing Gohan was already passed out
“That was easy” Goku said Piccolo glared at him
“What is going on” Goten asked tired of the confusion, his father placed a hand on his shoulder
“Rest Goten” Goku said as darkness filled Goten’s mind drowning out the screams of his lover.
“Bulla stop you need to rest too it will all work out please trust me?” Goku said as she stood with her father Vegeta held her keeping her close to him as she gasped as Piccolo carried Trunks and Gohan towards a large wooden door
“Trusted me it will work out they need to be in a place where no one can interfere it is going to be a hard change for them” Vegeta whispered as he put his daughter to sleep a small needle in his hand as she slumped against him Goku shivered at the sight of the needle but said nothing as he took Bulla from her father Vegeta disincarnated the syringe.
Vegeta watched as Gohan and Trunks were placed inside by Piccolo then he watched as Piccolo came back over to them picking up Goten he carried Goten inside sighing as he walked with Goku as he carried Bulla towards the door he pauses a moment Goku looked back at him
“You are going to be ok with this?” Goku asked it was one thing for the boys to be in there but Bulla would be too and she was not the fight they were
“I don’t know. I will have to be I guess…come on it sounds like they are having fun in there” he watched Goku as he walked towards eth door he shuddered hating the woman for what she did to the young ones Bulla and Goten were the only one spared for some reason she never found the pair a threat
Even though she was not infected she was being put in there to help with Trunks and to keep Goten Going, Vegeta hoped she was strong enough as Goku stepped inside the Time Room as he disappeared there was a loud explosion from inside all but Trunks and Gohan were thrown out as the door slammed shut Vegeta ran over to them asking what happened
“No clue” Goku whispers still holding Bulla sleeping form
“Trunks” Piccolo said annoyed “They were fighting it was bad as Goku came in Trunks turned his eyes blazing with anger as Gohan trashed talked him he blasted us all out of there”
Vegeta closed his eyes
I did not know how bad my son was he hid it so well now I understand why Goten was so worried but why did no one see it in Gohan even Goku did not see it until I pointed it out to him after Gohan left us at the house
“Because Gohan is normally passive no one saw the change not even himself” Goku said sadly as they walked into the main part of eth look out Vegeta grunted then stopped looking at Goku’s back
“What are you talking about clown?” Vegeta asked Goku looked back at him
“You asked why no one noticed about Gohan” he paused as Vegeta stared at him
“No I did not….not aloud anyways” he muttered
“Yes you did…” Goku paused then he called to Vegeta in his mind turning his head slightly for Vegeta not to see his face
Vegeta can you hear me?
“Of course I can fool now move it” Vegeta did not look at him he did not dare hope
He heard me Goku thought as he watched Vegeta walk away a new hope formed in his mind.
