Harvester Of Sorrow
by Sley     More by this Writer
Trunks’s feelings about Gohan’s death.

Song Used: Metallica – Harvester of Sorrow
Deathfic

My life suffocates
Planting seeds of hate
I’ve loved, turned to hate
Trapped far beyond my fate

Slowly I walk forward.. I do not dare to believe my eyes… it is not possible… this can’t be his body… they could not have killed him… stunned I am now standing in front of him… the tears leave my eyes as if they want to drown me… I do not feel the rain… I do not feel the tears… I do not feel my heart… I only do feel sorrow… hatred… anger…

I sink to my knees and clench my teeth… how could they have done that to me? How dare they take your live? You are… have been my only friend… my father, my brother, my beloved… everything… it’s not fair… have I done something wrong to deserve such a destiny? Why have you knocked me out, Gohan??? Maybe you would still be alive… I would not have allowed them to kill you… I would have been able to prevent this… for sure…

I give
You take
This life that I forsake
Been cheated of my youth
You turned this lie to truth

I am not able to control my anger anymore… I cry, out of sorrow and I scream, out of hatred… the earth begins to shake as I finally manage to transform… why now??? It would have been useful before… then maybe I could have saved him… my scream echoes through the destroyed city and everything near me explodes at the blast of energy.

I swear… for everything that I am.. I am going to kill those two fucking androids… I hate them… they destroyed my life… my hope… my love… and my world.. I don’t have the chance to be young… to be innocent… I am not able to afford this…

The only thing I am able to do now… is to accept… this lie… in order to create a better life when I am mature… forget the youth… the childish-like behaviour… I am going to kill you!!!!!!!!!

Anger
Misery
You’ll suffer unto me

You took his live… and I am going to take yours… you took my youth and turned it into hell… you’re going to pay for that… everything you’ve done is going to come back to you… in my hands… I am going to take revenge… and all this is going to cost you dearly…

Harvester of sorrow
Language of the mad
Harvester of sorrow

Slowly I stand up again and watch your face… the scars destroyed the perfect lines… their shapes are going to crash under my fist… they have never been perfect… a miscalculated machine… who does not deserve to be alive anymore… they never deserved it anyway.. I am going to be the judge and they are going to scream out of fear…

Pure black looking clear
My work is done soon here
Try getting back to me
Get back which used to be

Drink up
Shoot in
Let the beatings begin

I carefully lift you up and start my journey back home… a home in hiding… always being chased… hunted… beaten… this is not a live!! This is a living hell… but as long as I am still on this earth… I am going to do everything possible to kill these androids… to destroy their laughing faces… to crash their metal skin…

Your weight seems nothing in my arms… you are as light as a feather… with the face of a dead angel… the tears and the rain are still flowing… but if they want to drown me… they do not succeed… if they want to comfort me… this is a failure… the only thing that would be able to calm me… would be the death of those things… by my own hands…

My aura blazes gold and if I concentrate the rain is not able to get through.. if you would still be alive… I would proudly run to you and show you all this…

“Hey Gohan… look what I’ve done..!”

You would laugh and tousle my hair. “Good Trunks… I am proud of you..!”

Why am I not able to stop crying… you’re dead… here in my arms… they killed you… and there are no Dragon balls anymore… so we’re not able to resurrect you… I hate all this… this misery… this pain… this loss… when is all this going to stop…?

Distributor of pain
Your loss becomes my gain

Slowly I lay you down the bed… my mother is beside me… shocked, but with tears in her eyes… she had seen more dying than her son… vegeta, goku… and all the others who had been her friends… I had been too young to become aware of that…but I somehow don’t care, right now… I have lost Gohan… my dearest Gohan… I do not care how many have died the last years… what my mother had lost… I only have to look at his face and I’m getting angry again…

Anger
Misery
You’ll suffer unto me

Every time I fought them… I had been beaten… the last time they nearly killed me… but my anger is still there… I only have to look at some old photos with me and Gohan and I’m crying again… and what are they doing??? They laugh at me and always leave me behind… I am some sort of game to them… they don’t take me seriously..

Oh Gohan… what am I supposed to do? You are dead… my mother is desperate… she always fears for me… and I don’t know what she’d do if I’ll accompany you… I am her only hope now… the only hope of this planet… the people here love me… they see my power and stare at me… don’t they recognize that I am not yet able to be the successor? I am always lucky that I’m still alive…

But my mother told me a plan… to go to the past and prevent something.. I guess I’m going to do it now… the beating today… somehow cleared my mind… if I’m always fighting them without a chance… then I am not able to take revenge… then I am stupid… and I said that I would kill them… and I am definitely going to do just that…

Harvester of sorrow
Language of the mad
Harvester of sorrow

The past is… kinda strange… everyone is so… unaware of the danger… it seems as if they don’t take it seriously… but it was good to see my dad for once… and to see Gohan alive… I’ve always only seen him that young on pictures… but to hear his voice… to feel his presence… was such an overwhelming experience… that I went to your grave again… now I am standing here… and I am telling you everything.. I don’t even know if you can hear me… to be exactly.. I am speaking with the earth right now… there’s nothing more in front of me… are the dead able to listen to the ones that are still alive? I don’t know.. but if you’re able to hear me… then… sometimes I wonder… why are you not bothering to answer?

All have said their prayers
Invade their nightmares
To see into my eyes
You’ll find where murders lies

Finally I am back… I have been to the past again… and I also have been killed… but I did not see you in the afterlife… well… to be precisely I felt your presence, but right then I had been alive again… and somehow I have the feeling that you have been smiling as you felt me disappear… but I don’t know..

Now I am standing in front of that monster… the woman… the blonde… well… blonde ones were never supposed to be clever, were they? She is not really even able to scream as she dies… she never expected me being that strong… well… I am so sorry to prove her wrong…

Her brother stares at me in pure hatred… yeah, come on… now you get to know what it means to lose someone you love… feel it… show me your anger and try to beat me you pitiful things… you don’t stand a chance against me… and you don’t even know it… it is hard not to smirk..

So… you killed Gohan… you ripped my heart out… I am still able to feel his lips on mine as he kissed me, some days before you destroyed my live… how could you?? The old anger surfaces again and I don’t hesitate long to vaporize you… like your sister… ashes to ashes…

Infanticide

You killed a part of me… my youth… and now I am killing you… you’re never going to exist again… I have been the judge… and now your destiny has been fulfilled..

I turn around and once again I look at your grave… yes… I destroyed them… my anger has vanished… but as I see a picture of you… tears again start to pour out of my eyes…the sorrow… is still there… and now it’s time to gather it…

Harvester of sorrow
Language of the mad
Harvester of sorrow
Language of the mad
Harvester of sorrow

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