Chapter 02
Note: Here’s the “same” but from Trunks’ point of view…!
I’ve lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you
I look at you -and see all the sorrow caused by me. But believe me, Goten… it is better this way. Our love has long died out….
You are so silent since I told you everything. I lower my head – I can not look into your eyes. I am so sorry of lying to you… you are my best friend and I don’t want to fool you any longer.
Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end
You’ll soon find we’re out of time
Left to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never known.
It’s somehow paradox…. I loved you once -so deep that I never thought that it could fade. But now… I faked my love.. and this killed me slowly from inside. I have to stop it! As much as I hurt you with my words now… it would hurt more otherwise!
I’m confident that you will find happiness….
Why I never walked away
Why I placed myself this way
Now I see your testing me, pushes me away.
I never had the courage to tell you the truth. It is my fault that you suffer now… but what can I do about it? Perhaps it would be easier for you to hate me…
I can’t keep on playing this role… My lips slowly stretch in a sad smile. I hear you gasping as you see this. I understand you very well… Why does love have to hurt that much?
I’ve tried like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
I’ll take the blame for the sake of being with you
I look up again and watch your wet eyes. I take a deep breath before I kiss you -for the last time. In a way you are stronger than me… you can do what you want. But I have to leave you… because it would hurt you deeply if I would continue this!
I step back and start to fly. I hear your voice calling my name. I want to cry -but I have no tears. I do not know why everything had went this way…
Now I leave you behind in your world -in the hope that you are strong enough to find another. I fly to my life… my beloved awaits me. Although I’m sad about all this I’m looking forward to find myself in the arms of my love…
I hope that you can understand me…