Don't Speak
by Galacia     More by this Writer
Mirai Gohan, blaming himself for the deaths of his friends and family, leaves Trunks and Bulma in order to train. Can the two convince him to return? Especially Trunks?

Song Used: No Doubt – Don’t Speak.



Chapter 04
You and me used to be together
Every day together always…

Trunks tossed and turned he couldn’t get back to sleep not with Gohan actually here again.

‘What’s wrong with me?’ He thought to himself. ‘Okay I have a crush on him I’ll admit it, but it’s not something to get all worked up over!’ A different thought came to his mind. ‘He actually destroyed 18, I can’t believe it. That psycho bitch is really gone!’

And then another ‘But if I tell Gohan how I feel… I’ll lose him, he won’t want anything to do with me… would he? Society doesn’t handle that sort of thing well.’ Granted all he knew about society pre andriod era of destruction was from the Internet but it was pretty obvious what most people thought on the whole about same sex attractions. And anyone who decided on that type of life style. ‘He’s my best friend, he’s everything to me… I can’t just lose him over some stupid crush! I won’t tell him… it’s better that way…’ Before he could continue down that path of self pity however he heard a noise. He went to check it out… It was Gohan, and he was having what seemed to be a pretty vicious nightmare. Without a thought Trunks took Gohan’s tail and began stroking it calmingly. Almost like you would to calm an upset pet. Gohan stopped thrashing, keeping on hand stroking the tail, Trunks moved to run his hand over Gohan’s face. “Ssh… It’s okay, just a nightmare everything’s fine.” He said soothingly to his friend. On some sort of level Gohan must have heard him because he was calming down.. Almost as if nothing had happened.

It’s all ending
I gotta stop pretending who are…
You and me
I can see us dying… are we?

Trunks continued to try and comfort his friend. This was probably a bad idea, but he laid down next to him and held him.

“Hmm?” It was Gohan

“Just get some sleep. You need it.” Trunks told him. “You got to heal.”

“Trunks?”

“It’s okay. I’m here, just sleep.”

However against his words Gohan turned to face him. Maybe this was a bad idea.

***

He had to be dreaming! What was Trunks doing here? Of course that was a stupid question to ask out loud so he didn’t. He just brought a hand to stroke Trunks face to convince himself Trunks was really there beside him. Yep, this was not a dream of some sort. It was real. “Trunks.” Okay he now sounded like an idiot Vegeta always said he was when he was a kid. Trunks was probably thinking the exact same thing right now. Well, blame the alcohol and the drugs because most his thoughts seemed pretty darned confused right now. All he wanted to do was… no he couldn’t do that. Or could he?

He stroked Trunks face again. “You’re beautiful Trunks.” He said softly. OKAY that DID NOT just come out of his mouth. Now Trunks just looked confused. He looked pretty cute when he did that. “Gohan?”

“That’s my name.”

“You are really out of it right now aren’t you?”

“You have no idea.” Okay way to look even more like a baka, you baka!

“Right. So why you are drunk and partly drugged out of your mind anything else you feel like telling me? Besides the fact you think I am beautiful right now?”

“I don’t just think it right now?

“Huh?”

“I’ve thought it before. Sometimes when we’re sparring, sometimes when I walk in on you when you’ve fallen asleep in odd places because you’re so tired out. Even those two times I walked in on you and you were in the shower. Those were accidents I swear!:”

“I believe you. Like you would try to see me naked on purpose.” Laughed Trunks.

Gohan didn’t trust himself to say anything to that. “What makes you think I would mind?”

“NANI!???” ‘Gohan did not just say what I think he said.’

“Uh.. ‘What kind of dirty thoughts do you think I have on my mind?'” Gohan tried. Trunks gave him a look. “That is not what you just said.”

“It’s what I meant.. I think.”

“You’re nuts.” Trunks answered.

“Wouldn’t you like to know.” Gohan answered. ‘I could just… no! I can’t! But damn it all I WANT TO!’ Again the growl came from his throat.

“Are you okay?” Trunks asked. Meanwhile Gohan’s breathing had turned heavy and he tried to control his thoughts, and his actions. ‘NO! I CAN’T! I’ll tell him, but later. After this is over NOT NOW!’

“You should leave.” Gohan managed to get out. “Please, Trunks go.”

***

Trunks looked at his friend confused, again he saw it, there was some type of battle going on here. “Gohan?”

“LEAVE NOW!” Gohan growled, Trunks hesitated only because of the mixed messages he was receiving. One seemed to be begging him to stay while the other was trying to shove him away for his own good. The question was which one to side with? Trunks looked at his long time friend, he was drunk with alcohol, the effects of the full moon and the drugs he gave him earlier weren’t helping Gohan any at all. Then there was that urge again, Gohan was drunk chances were he wouldn’t remember too much of tonight tomorrow anyway… Maybe now was a good time for a small experiment that he had been curious about. There was only one way to know.. He carefully took Gohan’s face in his hands and he kissed him.

***

What the FUCK!!?? There was no way in HELL this could be happening! But it WAS!! Gohan waited til the kiss was over to try and ask any questions, he didn’t want to break it off early. “What the Fuck was that?” He asked breathlessly. For one of the few kisses he had ever received from someone who wasn’t his mother or something that was GREAT! “I’m not sure.” Trunks answered, “But it seems to be what you wanted.”

“I shouldn’t have though.” Gohan muttered to his self. To Trunks though he said. “I don’t understand.”

“Nothing.” Trunks answered “It was nothing Gohan.” ‘It obviously didn’t mean anything to you…’ However, even in his current state, Gohan could tell his friend was giving him as much as he was receiving. Which basically meant they were in another ‘You bullshit me I bullshit you.’ war. Gohan sighed. “What is it, Trunks? Tell me.”

“I told you NOTHING!” Trunks answered about to leave, like Gohan knew he asked him to do. But now for whatever reason he couldn’t let Trunks do that. Not in his current mind set.

“Trunks..”

“Don’t even bother Gohan. It isn’t important alright?”

Don’t speak I know just what you’re saying
So please stop explaining don’t tell me ’cause it hurts
Don’t speak I know just what your thinking
I don’t need your reasons don’t tell me ’cause it hurts

Normally Gohan would have accepted that as an answer, in his current state however…

“Why did you kiss me Trunks?”

That made him stop. ‘He noticed.’ Trunks thought to himself. “What do you mean?” He asked out loud.

“There is a reason you kissed me. I want to know what it is. ” Gohan answered.

“I wanted to know something.” Trunks answered. “And it was the best way to learn it.”

“Did you find your answer?” Gohan asked

“No.” Trunks answered.

“I see.” Said Gohan. “What was the question?”

“No important.”

“It was important enough to try and find the answer by gauging reactions.” Gohan countered.

“I.. You want to know Gohan? FINE! I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU OKAY? I WANTED TO KNOW IF I STOOD A CHANCE IN HELL WITH YOU! HAPPY?”

“Ow.” Gohan muttered. “That was unnecessarily loud.”

“Did you even hear what I said?” Trunks asked.

“Yes.”

“What do you think?”

“You don’t mean it.” Gohan answered.

“WHAT!!???” Trunks practically screeched.

“You heard me.” Gohan answered. That pissed Trunks off even more, if he wasn’t already. The result was an enraged Trunks snarling and tackling Gohan down and shoving him back against the bed. (probably because he didn’t expect it) “DON”T try to tell me what I do or don’t feel, Gohan.” He spat him.He kissed him again more demanding this time. Gohan responded, trying to take over the kiss but Trunks wouldn’t let him. He proceeded to trail his kisses down Gohan’s throat, neck and shoulder. Which in an uncharacteristic act he bit into. Hard enough to bruise but not hard enough to draw blood. “Trunks what are you..” Gohan started. Trunks stopped him by kissing him again and removing Gohan’s shirt. Then letting his lips trail down Gohan’s chest, licking and kissing as he went. He paid special attention to licking and nibbling Gohan’s nipples. Causing cries of pleasure from the older demi. Gohan gave up trying to stop him at that point. It was obvious the younger man was trying to make some sort of point and it was also obvious that said point was very important to him. He did make one attempt at something though “Trunks.. I … you don’t have to do this…”

“Yes I do. It’s the only way you’ll take me seriously!” Trunks answered.

“Trunks..” Gohan started then sighed he knew what he was going to say but, he saw the look in Trunks’ eyes. It would be cruel not to let him finish what he started. “Fine go ahead but when you’re done there is something I need to tell you…”

Trunks nodded. “Arigato nasi. Gohan san.” He whispered. Gohan knew it was for allowing him to finish first. Trunks proceeded down Gohan’s abdomen and began nuzzling a thigh.

“Trunks!” Gohan tried, this was beginning to be TOO much torture.

“Shh.. I’ll be done it a minute koi.” Trunks whispered. Then blushed when he realized what he had said.. “I… Gomen…”

“For what? Aisuru?” Gohan asked softly.

Trunks looked at him then, “Did you.. you mean it?” He asked.

“Hai.” Gohan answered. “Ai Shiteiru Torankusu.”

‘Okay I have died and gone to heaven right?’ Trunks asked mentally. There is no way this is happening to me!’ Seeing the doubt and confusion Gohan flips the two of them over, and gently and in as much control of himself as he can he does to Trunks (minus the shoulder biting.) what was done to him. Except with temptation in front of him he doesn’t stop where Trunks did and Trunks writhes above him as Gohan carefully took him in his mouth.

“Go.. Gohan.. I .. more please!” Trunks found himself beging.

Gohan could only respond to the request in a purr that made Trunks shiver.

But Gohan replied to his koibito’s request. Causing Trunks to moan even louder.

“Okay.. this isn’t fair..” Trunks gasped. That made Gohan stop. “What isn’t?” He asked.

“I had no idea what I should do and you do!” Trunks responded.

“Should I take the lead in this dance then?” Gohan asked.

Trunks shivered at that. He didn’t know why but he did. He nodded, not trusting himself to speak. Gohan finished what he started,and Trunks gave a moan of protest when he stopped.

Gohan just chuckled and sucked on two fingers. Trunks realizing what Gohan was doing grabbed the fingers out of Gohan’s mouth and put them in his own. Sucking on them carefully and throughly coating them as mush as he could.

It was Gohan’s turn to moan as the mouth and tongue swirled around his fingers.

“You’re really good with your mouth.” Gohan whispered.

“Thanks.”

“Maybe.. later…”

Trunks smiled… “Maybe.. if you can convince me.”

That got a strange look from Gohan “Ex CUSE me?” He asked.

‘Who is coming on to who here?’ He thought curiously. At the moment it was really hard to tell. “You were going to convince me?” Trunks prompted, making Gohan leave his thoughts and return his attention to the lavender angel in front of him. “Right.” He answered.

Without warning Trunks was on his stomach. and Gohan was kissing his way down his back. He couldn’t resist playing with Trunks’ tail spot though. Causing moans of pleasure and a bit of pain to come from the younger demi.

“If I didn’t know any better I would say you intended to make me beg first.” Trunks managed to pant out.

“Maybe I am.” Gohan responded. Licking and kissing the other’s neck.

Within minutes he managed to find a way to get Trunks on sensory overload.

“Go.. Gohan.. please…”

“Please what?” Gohan asked. He couldn’t please his love if he didn’t know what he wanted.

“Please… take..me…” Trunks whispered. “Please..” Part of Gohan felt triumph hearing the younger beg, Another wanted fulfill any request the other had for him. The third was enjoying watching all this and wanted it to last as long as possible.. after all who knew whether or not it was just a one time freak occurrence or not? More sounds of pleading and pleasure came from the younger as Gohan’s three parts decided amongst them selves the young prince’s fate. Until the whimpering and pleadings from the younger became to tempting to resist.

Carefully and gently Gohan let Trunks lavish his fingers again, wanting to be sure. There was no way he would harm his love by being careless. “Suck.” he whispered. “Do to them what you would to my cock if you had the chance.”

Okay that had been a little mean, but he was curious. Trunks rose to the occasion though, and it was Gohan’s turn experience just a little overload. Mostly due to his own imagination. Until he felt he would explode if he didn’t have his way with Trunks right THEN.

“Trunks..”

“Gohan?”

“Relax now.” Gohan instructed, ” I don’t want to hurt you.”

Trunks did as he was told and one by one three fingers carefully explored and stretched him.

Gohan did sure take his time exploring though. “You are just toying with me now aren’t you?” Trunks asked. But still made very pleasured noises at Gohan’s actions.

Gohan finally decided he was stretched enough and slowly and carefully entered him.

“You okay?” He asked.

“Gohan… just screw me please.” Trunks gasped.

And Gohan followed that request.

***

(Let’s give these boys some time to their selves now we’ve spied on them enough. Let’s just get to the morning after shall we?- Dark Pearl)

Gohan woke up with his head feeling foggy. ‘What on earth happened last night?’ He thought groggily. ‘Okay, I went to the bar and talked to Bulma. I remember that.

I got in a fight trying to leave. Some spill over from a private fight that became a whole house brawl I remember that. Ran into 18 trying to make Bulma her sex toy.. Ugh remember that too, I killed her for that.. but after that… Right I took Bulma to Fire Mountain to be safe.. I then wanted to check on Trunks to make sure he was safe…’ There Gohan drew a blank

What had happened after he left to check on Trunks? He felt something warm across his chest. ‘Probably that tail.’ He thought. ‘No… a tail doesn’t have fingers unless there is something I don’t know…’ He thought about that. Hand? He checked..’Okay three hands this isn’t good.. the only way there can be three hands is if there are four and that means…

Hey what do you know I am naked.. Oh please tell me I joined a nudist colony and just didn’t do some thing ROYALLY STUPID!” He carefully looked next to him, praying for a stranger, any stranger would do at this point. Man, woman, hell 17, or FREIZA would better than what he feared would be beside him. He looked ‘OH SHIT!’ He thought remorsefully. It was what he feared. It was Trunks. ‘I can’t believe I did this!’ He thought sadly. ‘Trunks I am so sorry..’

***

Trunks woke up, ‘Funny, I just had the strangest dream…’ He felt something move beside him. ‘Oh my gosh It wasn’t a dream! It was real!’ For some odd reason as upset as Gohan was Trunks was relieved. He didn’t dream it, his love was here beside him, and something was wrong. He felt the body next to him try to move. His first thought was to stop him, which he ended up doing by kissing him. Which apparently surprised Gohan.

***

Trunks was kissing him? HE WAS KISSING HIM what the HELL had happened last night?

“Uh Trunks?” Gohan asked softly.

“Hai koi? Trunks asked.

‘koi? Oh boy.’ Gohan thought.

“I hate to sound like an ass hole..” Gohan started “But I am a little foggy on what happened last night.. could you please fill me in?”

‘Please tell me I didn’t take advantage of him and rape him.’ Gohan pleaded silently to any god that was listening right then. Trunks must have some how heard him, because that earned Gohan a pillow applied at least twelve times and rather harshly to his head.

“You MORON!” Trunks sighed, “Yes, you were drunk, Yes, you destroyed 18, No you did not take advantage of me in any way shape or form I more or less begged you to screw my brains out.”

“Okay.” Gohan said slowly.. Some of this was starting to return to him.

“But I didn’t hurt you?” He asked

“You only did what I asked you to do.” Trunks answered. “Sometimes I had to ask repeatedly before you would. Like you thought I was temporarilly out of my mind and would hate myself the next morning when I realized what we had done.”

“The thought had crossed my mind.” Gohan admitted. “That you would realize what we had done and hate yourself or me. Which was why I wanted to wait until the androids were history before I told you. So if you hated me, I wouldn’t have to be afraid I was leaving in danger.”

“I would hurt you right now, but I am too comfortable and content where I am.” Trunks muttered. “But don’t think I won’t get even with you for thinking something so stupid later.”

Okay this was not what Gohan had been expecting. “You’re okay with this?” He asked

“You were drunk, I knew what I was doing, if anyone should be apologizing its me but I am almost glad it did happen. Otherwise I wouldn’t have been so ticked off at you and shouted my feelings to you and tried to prove you were wrong.” Trunks muttered. “I do love you Gohan I have for some time, it’s no longer that you should have for a friend a brother or a teacher though. Sorry.”

“I understand, same here.” Both turned and said it together “Ai Shitieru”

And they kissed. Maybe later they would train, maybe later they would track down 17 before the deranged android could do more harm but for now they were content to stay in each other’ arms. Happy to find that place at last and very reluctant to leave it.



Illustration(s) for this story by various artist(s)

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